to sit and wait for something that one knows will not come.
to know that it is how unnecessary any time, but you still can not stop hoping,
hope that it will come. because it means so damn much, you need it.
but we know that it will do so damn bad. when the realities of a drag, grapefruit tag around your soul and squeeze the air out of you as much as possible. are the things you have to put up with if you really need it and have become so blind that you can not let go or not want to let go just like a change?